Jasmine Was Dying

Yesterday when I arrived home. My youngest brother Aldi, told me that since afternoon Jasmine didnt do anything. Even She looked sick. Even She didnt swim as usual. She stopped to do anything since afternoon. Oh...what happened with my Brazilian Turtle?

I touched her and kissed her. Oh my God, I smell something fresh. It was just like perfume or Soap. I asked to Aldi, what had happened to Jasmine. What did he do to Jasmine.

Aldi answered it honestly, "I helped her to take shower. She was so stinky with fish smell. I used soap to clean her and her box".

I was shock, "Whuat?!? Why did you do?".

I was confused what should I do. So I just told Jasmine, "Min...please wake up. Please never give up! You should fight! COmeone...Franklin is waiting for you. WIll you leave us?".

Then I brought Jasmine to bathroom and put her on water. 1 minute...2....3....Yeah. Jasmine started to swim........Jasmine still lived. Horray........!?!

I thought she would die after that accident. Jasmine was dying after took shower with my brother.

Hahahha..........

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BALANCE ACCOUNT FOR SINGLE FIGHTER

Do you know how much balance account for single fighter especially girl??? The answer would be variable. But if we tried to make limitation only for girl who has just built their career after graduated from university but hasnt married yet (single fighter). The age would be between 22 to 27 or may be 30yrs old.

I conducted this research due to I had problem with my balance account. I often had balance account almost ZERO. Whuat?!? how could it happen? How a single who had good salary couldnt save any money while she had no husband and kids to support. Where was the money gone?

My salary was Rp X,X00,000 (excl. royalty if any, business if any, extra if any), 5 or 6 times than my office boy's salary in my previous company who had 2 kids and a wife. He lived in Depok. It means he should took a long journey before arrived to office. SLIPI to DEPOK would be reached for hundreds kilometres. The cheapest way was using economic train. It would take more than an hour. Well, if we used our logical mind we would say, "How could he support his family?"

I would not say that my money was gone with the wind, although I didnt understand. But I think, I was not a such of extravagant girl who loved to spend money without any consideration. Then where was it gone?

I used that for lunch in office, transportation, family leisure, beauty clinic, dentist (for behel treatment), accidental, charity, books, private leisure (hang out with friend, shopping, etc). And ofcourse the percentage for lunch&transportation was the least. Where should I minimize? I dont think so. All that I spent was worthy things.

I was still a single with my own money. I needed to hang out to maintain social life with other single. I need to buy shoes, dress, bag, etc to improve my performance. How could I interacted with other if my cloth was the same cloths when I was in university. I needed to buy books to improve my self. I needed to go to beauty clinic to treat my body. I needed to go to dentist to have behel treatment that I've started althought it was painful and very expensive, but i needed to improve my performance. I had to prepare some money to buy gift or souvenir for wedding invitation or prepared money if someone got accident. I had to help some people that needed my aid. All was worthy things.

Then I asked to all of my single fighter friends the same questions, "How much money did you save succesfully in the bank?"

They said, "ZERO...."

I also asked with someone who had salary more than me. They answered the same.

How could?!?

They said, "Well, its time to enjoy our life. If before we had no money for leisure due to we still depended on parents. Now its the right time to enjoy, before we get marry and have kids. After married, we will miss this time. How could we went for beauty treatment that needed hours and lot of money after married? If we had money, might be we had no free time. If we had free time might be we had no money".

One day my best friend asked me to lend her my money. The amount was so big. I was laughing to her and said, "Hahaha...how could you suspect me like that?".

Then I asked to other bestfriend to help her. But what she said, "My personal account was ZERO in balance. You may check to my saving books".

"How could?"

She repeated the same question, "How could?"

We both laughed.

But I still could find a single fighter who had big amount on their bank account. They were:

1. Rich girls who had rich parents. Their parents had prepared a lot of money in the bank with their name accounts and they could use that money anytime.
2. Actress or other professional.
3. or miserly girl, who didnt want to waste money. She always brought lunch from home or went home just for lunch. She wore same shoes-bag-dress since many years ago, or just borrowed that things from mom or her sisters, they looked older than their age. She never participated in charity or party. She always ignored invitations from friend to hang out. She prefered to copy book than bought it. She used her mom's cosmetics. She never went to beauty clinic. She didnt have family to share. Hahaha...what a pity you girl!
4. or She lived alone in the jungle.

Again I asked to ex-single fighter who has married and already had kids. Wow, she could manage money now. She could save money now. When I asked the tricks to her.

She said, "Well, I have no more time to go hang out with friends. My time full for my family. I always go home asap, no time for leisure with friends, no money gone. And I focus to my kids future. Now I use comparation for simple things. I prefer to buy milk than go to beauty clinic. SO just enjoy your time. You'll miss today, someday".

But when I asked how much saving to man (single fighter also). I could assume if;

1. They have a lot of saving, it means they are ready for marriage.
2. They have no saving, it means they are not ready for marriage.

But the theory couldnt be used if that man was a divorced from wealthy woman, actor, had millioner parents, etc.

Girls, please ask your boyfriends, "how much saving that they had?" to see their seriousness. Hahahaha....

P.S. Beloved, where should I start to saving?

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THE RIGHT TIME

"Today is the best gift from ALLAH. ALLAH gives you today, due to ALLAH knows its the right time. Just enjoy your life. Someday you'll miss today".

Mrs. Wiwid told me this good words for many times to advice me. Yeah it really energized me to continue my steps. Thanks Mrs. Wiwid.

Talk about 'the right time', we'll surely talk about destiny that had been decided by ALLAH. Although we've tried hard to get what have we dreamed, if the time has been right according to Allah's schedule we would never get it.

Last year, Babeh Armand lost hope. He was really impatient to get new job. He had applied since the begining of 2006. Yeah... for a man such him,looking for new job was not easy thing. Due to He had high position in previous company. Not much job vacancy for GM (I think so). He was very desperate on critical time. We all knew that he was insecure. Finally he got new job in the big US company, as soon after he resigned. The end of December 2006 he still got salary from SIG, January 2007 he got salary from recent company. Ofcourse with salary 'many times' from last salary.

Mr. Hafiz, my ex-manager. He applied many jobs, but no results. Until he felt extremely desperate due to he lived from pay check to pay check. Even He still needed debt to fulfill his cost living. He has 2kids and a wife who was full housewife. AFter He got sick and got medical treatment few days. Finally He got better job. On the right time (before he was getting crazy), he got job.

Mr. Denny, my ex-co worker (SIODP). After graduated from Magister Management UI, He desired to get marry soon. He applied some jobs. When he got announcement that SIG accepted him as their employee (MT), he was very happy. Although he was still hoping with a sharia bank that he had applied before (and also had passed last tests). Actually he prefered Sharia Bank than in SIG, due to he was a typical of good moslem. But Sharia Bank called him a day after he accepted SIG as the 1st career. First he felt disapointer, but behind he understood why Allah choose that for him. The salary at SIG almost twice than in SIG Bank. He thought, may be Allah knew that he needed alot of money to marry. He was getting enjoyed with new job in SIG. But after 4 months, He failed to continue his job in SIG. He was terriby disapointed. He couldnt imagine about the future life. He was really confused due to in the next couple month he would marry.

I tried to support him with my magic words, "Dont worry after this Allah prepared the better things. Never give up!!! Keep your intention to marry!".

Yeah, as soon after he got out from SIG. He got new job in logistic company which applied Islamic values on their business. It was really suitable for him. And he married, even his wife has been pregnant. Yeah on the right time, Allah gave him the best thing that he hadnt imagined before.

About my friend FINA who had been waiting for 8 years to marry. Although he had boy friend and family always offered her with their choice. FINA thought it would be longer due to the boy was not accepted by her family. But finally she married on age 30yrs old, the boy 34yrs old. May be it was the right time for them to marry.

About my friend Widi, she made dua for her husband future who could be her imam few years behind, but she focused on marriage 2 yrs behind. Even he made this year as her target year to marry. She decided to take new challenge. She resigned from previous job and moved to Sharia Bank. Then Allah sent her a man. That guy was her co-worker in previous office. They will marry 8th August 2007. That guy was not the 1st guy who proposed her, before they were 2. But they were still family. So this guy was the 1st outsider who came to her house for marriage's proposal. Yup, its the right time for Widi.

Two years ago, i decided to work in SIG due to my mom felt it was good for me. They interviewed me on Friday. It was the only interview schedule on Friday from many interview schedule. My mom always thinking that my lucky day is Friday, due to I was born on Friday. Friday is Islamic special day. And it was really my perfect time. When I was on SIG, I got so many surprises that couldnt measure by money. My books was launched here, I was on METRO TV& RRI radio for live interview, became popular, I met my magic moment there.

Until 2006, I felt I was in comfort zone. I thought it was my time to marry when I met the first guy who came to propose me islamically when I was ready enough to marry. He was an US. It mean we would need a lot of things to do. But I was not thinking about that last year. I was just thinking, I wanted to have husband and got out from this comfort zone. I thought living in abroad would be challenging. Even I'd planned to continue my MBA.

That time I was so sad and asked ALLAH why the plan was not going well. I was desperate, not only I was stuck in my job but also my marriage planning. Then my guardian angel came and that was my magic moment to made own business. Yeah for a while I could forget all the things that made me dizzy. But I didnt know why the business was not going well. I was getting confused. Then I applied job to 130 companies.

I made dua to ALLAH, "Ya ALLAH, dont let me stuck on this situation. No challenges, and no hubby. I'm afraid it would let me far away from you. Please let me out from this situation. If he is really my husband future, give me strong and patient to pass this. But please I dont want to stuck on this situation. The time is longer than the fact. I need something that make me busy. If I did busy thing, I could pass year easyly without feel as I was in waiting. I want to be busy girl before I have kids".

and I got good news. Metro TV was the answer of my dua. Why it came late? no, ofcourse not. Its the right time. and when I tried to find aswer why it happened. I got the answer. May be he will be my IMAM. Why?

1. I have passed professional time as soon after graduated from university at SIG.
2. I'm a novelist and have many readers who love me. Its one of many proof that ALLAH loves me, may be I havent had any husband who loves me but many people loves me.
3. Allah tried to inspire me, what should I do someday if i have to stay in abroad with kids. I could get money without leave house by writing.
4. Allah answered my dreams when I was kid to be popular.
5. I got my own money for fun and charity. I could do anything that I want. I could have beauty clinic. May be I couldnt have that chance after I married, because my focus will be for family. Allah gave me time to prepare my self (hehehe...)
6. By the time I was getting mature enough. I learned much how to manage my self. I was getting expert in cooking (I think so). I was not so egoist as before. I learned how to be patient and plan for everything totally.
7. I've learned that marriage is not the final stage. Its the begining of next life chapters. We'll meet many joys, sadness, laughing, crying, etc. I thought, wedding party is not necessary.
8. I've learned how to love someone for the sake of ALLAH. The only person who introduced me with this kind of love was my candidate. Even I was getting understand the meaning of Ikhlas, "If he was not mine may be ALLAH has prepared better guy for me....".
9. I've forgotton my past, and no place for another man except my hubby. Hehehe...although I had no real experiences in love before.
10. I learned how to make business. I met with some relation. Oneday, I'll be stronger in business to help my hubby.
11. I was getting understand about 'Prenuptial Wedding'. I learned much from Kompas Community regards Indonesian who lived in abroad or married with foreigner. I couldnt imagine if I married last year with lack of information.
12. I learned much about worldwide and many probabilities if I had to live in different countries, cultures, etc.
13. I have just known that to stay in US. US government usually checked our credit record. Hem, I think I'm succesfully maintain my credit record by using ANZ & Manhattan Credit Card. I think bank is getting in love with my performance. I used credit card as debit card.
14. I managed my network. I hope I could work in abroad. So I tried to meet with so many challenging works.
15. My recent work is the place that let me have access with International network. I hope i could work in VOA.
16. If before I depended on my spiritual advisor Widi, due to I had plenty time to disturb her. When I got new job, she married. Might be Allah knew that I would not have time to disturb her again on this job.
17. I have had a lot things to tell to my kids what have I done before I marry and have kids. And my kids will proudly tell every people whom they know, "My mom is best mom. She was a bachelor, novelist, enterpreuner, worked in shipping, worked on TV, good in cooking, pretty, kind, good moslemah, etc. My dad found her in Indonesia. My mom had reached most of her dreams before she married with my dad. and my dad is one of her dream. I'm surely they'll be good partner. They both of big dreamer. I'm proud heresitate their spirit. I want to be like them.......bla...bla...bla..."
18. bla...bla...bla...

I couldnt counting anymore. Because so much blessings that has ALLAH given to me. ALHAMDULILLAH, thanks to ALLAH.

This time I would to tell to all people who feel desperate, stuck, fail, God is not fair, etc.

"Dont worry be happy about your life. whether now you feel bad, desperate, fail, sad, miserable, etc. May be the right time hasnt come. By the time, all will be changed with good things, succesful, joys. Just do the best and wait until the right time is coming. Only ALLAH who knows when will the right time coming. Believe me, the right time will never come late. Enjoy your time!"

رَبَّنَا وَلاَ تُحَمِّلْنَا مَا لاَ طَاقَةَ لَنَا بِهِ

Q.S Albaqarah (2:286) "........Our Lord do not impose upon us that which we have not the strength to bear......"

PS. I love you for the sake of ALLAH

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Gold Plated Masjid

This is the glorious symbol of Indonesia. Well, who said Indonesia poor country? Although 1 US$ = Rp 9,400, and many people in hunger here. But MASJID DIAN AL MAHRI was built in Indonesia. COuld you imagine how much it cost???

This gold-plated dome mosque is one of the most beautiful mosque in the Southeast Asian. It is located in Jalan Nurhasim, Meruyung, Limo-Depok. It has 5 gold-plated domes with the largest has 16 meters diameter and 25 meters height. This mosque stands in 100 hectare area meanwhile the mosque itself has 8.000 square meters area.

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REUNION & BRAZILIAN TURTLES

In University, I had 5 best friends. Name was Ariyanah, Irma, DJ, Dewi and Widi. We were best friends, even until now we are still have good relationship. Even their name also quoted in my 1st novel 'Surat Cinta Saiful Malook'.

Ariyanah was a tom boy (girl with masculine side hehehe...). Although she wore long heejab, but she was still funky. Sanguinist-Choleric. Sundanese girl.

Irma was the most diligent girl.She was perfect melancholic, she had scheduled life. She was the best graduated among us. She wore long heejab and she was so feminine. When we had to visit BADUY tribe in Banten, she kept wearing long skirt when we were hiking on the mountain. She never forgot to wear Umbrella, even in mountain. She was native Betawi.

DJ was the most tom boy. She wore short heejab. She was allergic with long skirt. She was coming from North SUmatera, with Batak accent. Her motto hard work-hard play.

Dewi was normal girl. She was dilligent. She wore long heejab. She was flegmatics person.

Widi was sanguinist-melancholic, feminine girl, active in many organization, Islamic teacher, etc. She bought UMI magazine, while we were still interested to ANNIDA

I was a big dreamer girl, enthusiastic, sanguinist-melancholic, loved to be point of interest, unique, etc.

And after 2.5 years we graduated from University, finally for the 1st time we had complete gathering on 16 - 17 August 2007. We spent a whole night&day together.

Ariyanah is working as call centre supervisor at Indosat (Telecommunication Company)

Irma works as senior call centre at Citibank

DJ works as call centre at Citibank (retention)

Dewi is an elementary teacher.

Widi is working in Sharia Bank (MUAMALAT).

That time we decided to keep turtles as our pet; 3 males (Ucok, Franklin, Takeshi) & 3 females (Nyai, Jasmine, Neng). They were cute brazilian turtles. Why we choosed turtles? because turtle has long age. It could live until hundred years. We wished our friendship will be everlasting till die do us part. Next meeting we will have conversation topic regards turtles.

DJ got UCOK and will prepare UCOK as husband for NENG (Widi). I got Jasmine for Franklin (Irma). Nyai belongs to Dewi for Takeshi (Ariyanah).

Innalillahi wainna ilaihi raaji'un. NYAI died at 21st August 2007. Takeshi lost his wife future.

P.S. Dewi how could you?!?

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LIFE COMPANION

Being a single on the age above 25 for a girl will add some problem that really makes stress for a girl. Yeah, actually its not only happen to girls but also boys, especially in Indonesia (or in Eastern Countries). They will meet with standardized question for that age, "When will you marry?". May be the 1st question will not really annoyed, but if the same questions must be repeated for many times and the questions also be added by comments,

"Why dont you marry?"

"Havent you met with the chosen prince?"

"Dont be choosy! If you dont want to spend a whole of life alone"

"Dont you want as your friends who have babies?"

"Career, money will not buy truly happiness"

bla...bla...bla...that made our (single community) ears became HOT

How could they asked such that? I dont think so its a part of attention (hehehhe....). Do you need the answer for all of that? Well, here I try to represent my 'single' friends.

If we havent married not because of we ignored the marriage, too much choosy, satisfied with our career in single status, etc. We havent married yet, because Allah thought that it is not the good time. Allah has prepared the prince, but it is not the right time to engage with marriage (on Allah's eyes). May be, Allah is trying to prepare us to be ready. If we havent accepted any proposal, not because we were too choosy. But they were not the prince that ALLAH prepared for us.

Oneday I asked to my friend who married last 2 months. She married on 30th yrs old with a man that she knew 9yrs ago.

I said to her, "If he finally be yours, why didnt you married last 9yrs ago. or at least you could marry 8yrs ago with him".

SHe answered, "How could I know he was mine. Although he was my best friend, but I thought it was impossible to marry with him. I thought I would marry with man that was proposed by my parents. Even the last minutes before I married with him, my mom still tried to persuade me".

"Then how could you know, he was your prince?"

She answered, "Many times did salat Istikharah finally I decided him".

From that case we know that the problem why that girl havent married was not because of She hadnt met the chosen prince. She had met with the chosen prince many years ago. But if ALLAH had decided the timing of their marriage, they couldnt married before the time.

I have another friend. She is my best friend Widi. She is also my spiritual advisor. When I was down, she was always behind me to support. So many tears and laughing that she saw from me. Many months ago, when both of us talked about life companion that hadnt come yet. Both of us missed a man that would be our Imam.

The conversations would be about:

"Why Allah hasnt sent a prince to us when we thought ready enough to welcome? A prince that could be our Imam to guide us to JANNAH"

"Was he going ashtray? should we gave our complete address to Allah?".

"I've done salatul hajat, was not enough?"

bla...bla...bla...

When I felt desperate, I called her just to express my feeling. And she would listen me patiently. And she was always adviced me to keep patient. She reminded me that Allah was not deaf, sleeping, etc. ALLAH listened our dua, appreciated our good efforts. Allah answered our prayer on 3 ways; If HE answered YES, the prayer would be granted soon. HE say NO, and HE would change with better things. HE say WAIT until the right time. Again Widi told me that might be the time was not right.

That time WIDI was working on IT company. She had co-worker Mr. X. Mr. X was also looking for wife. Widi introduced Mr. X to me. She desired to be mediator between me and Mr. X. But I ignored from the 1st. Even I lied to him that I had married with someone. Mr. X. stopped contact me.

Widi was a typical of good moslemah. She had never had special relationship with a man. She hold Islamic way, not to have BF outside marriage. Widi also followed the sunnah. She was joined Islamic party. She used her weekend to teach Islam. Although she was perfect, she had never behaved that she was the best. She was down-earth girl. Even, She never forced me to follow her way. She didnt meet any problem with my outstanding behaviour. She always supported me.

She said, "Be patient, Risma. You are good girl, Insha Allah will only get good man. Keep praying. Allah never sleep".

This year Widi is working in Sharia Bank. Finally her marriage is getting closer. WIthin 3 weeks, she would marry with Mr. X. Mr. X proposed her last week. Without any harmful relationship. Widi has never imagined, finally the chosen prince would be Mr. X. Mr. X was not ideal man for Widi. Even in my eyes, Mr. X was nothing for Widi. Widi was too perfect for Mr. X.

Yeah, the life companion is not only about the chosen prince who will be our Imam. Although we've met him few years ago, if the timing was not right. The marriage would never happened. Now the right time for them, Widi & Mr. X will marry 8th AUgust 2007, Insha Allah. May Allah bless their marriage.

P.S. Can I still disturb u, Wid?

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MAAK HET LEVEN NIET MOELIJKER DAN HET AL IS

"Slow down baby, take it easy and let it flow..."

The song lyrics from SHE (Indonesian girl band) reminded me with the words "Maak Het Leven Niet Moelijker Dan Het Al Is" which means of "Dont make this difficult life more difficult". Take it easy and let it flow. Does it really work for all occasions? not really. Well, I guarantee if you use this motto all the time. You'll never bother whatever that happens to you. Because you have no worry cant get what you want. Just let it flow...or just let it gone with the wind. 'GITU AJA KOK REPOT".

But I'm pretty sure, you'll stuck in your condition. Just take the destiny without trying to get better than before. All has been decided by ALLAH, so just accept it as your destiny. Hayaa....how could you say like that?

As long as I know, there are 2 types of destiny; QADHA and QADAR. QADHA is destiny that couldnt be changed by human, because it has been decided by ALLAH strictly e.g. birth, death and life partner. QADAR is choice's destiny. Allah has decided it with alternatives, e.g. we could be rich if we tried hard to get it, we could get good marks in subject if we studied hard. Life is choice. You could get whatever you want if you try to get it. You are what you think all day long.

I always thinking that the most reason why some people are fail or success in their life is MIND. Either its subsconscious or conscious mind. Yeah its true. I have funny story but it was a fact.

Tini was an office girl who worked in my previous company (SIG). I liked that woman. She was kind, honest, and so innocent. Her salary below 70 US$ per month, after discount. She was an outsource employee. So she didnt have any renumerations as direct employee could get. If Tini was an office girl (maid in office), her husband (NOPI) was a cleaning service employee in my company. He was also an outsource employee (KMA Company).

One day, our company finished the contract with KMA COmpany. Our company changed with ISS Company (Cleaning Service Company). NOPI lost his job. He was dying, due to he was an uneducated person. Even NOPI didnt have any elementary certificate. TINI with salary below 70 US$ should handle NOPI and her 5 months baby. Masha Allah, it was impossible. TINI asked me job references.

I asked her "what kind job that NOPI wanted?".

She answered, "Anykind about cleaning services. Because NOPI only had experiences in cleaning service for many years".

I admitted with his education background, almost impossible to get new job in outsourcing company. They need at least high school graduated. and NOPI was an uneducated person. But I gave her all address that I knew to apply new job.

Another week, I asked her, "Hows the result?"

She said, "none"

I asked, "How many application has he sent?"

She said, "two".

GOSH, its unworthy compare with my efforts to get new job by applying 130 good companies before I got this new job. Or compare with my ex-boss, a Dutch who got overseas MBA title with last job as GM. He applied 140 good companies before He got very good position in DUPONT.

But I said her, "dont worry as soon as possible, just apply as much as he could do!"

oneday my Indian friend, He is my business partner who has big Indian Resto in Jakarta asked me two employees. He needed chef assistant. And I soonly suggested NOPI. He trusted me, so he agreed with my suggestion. He promised to make some interview with NOPI asap.

I informed that to TINI. TINI informed to NOPI asap. But could you imagine what NOPI said? He said that He couldnt take that challenges due to he has no experiences in resto, he just simply wanted to get another cleaning service challenges due to he had only this experiences.

I shocked, "WHAT?!?"

Before I was getting angry, I said to him, "What are you trying to show up with your lack? Why dont you take that job. Its halaal and even you'll get better status there also better income. Do you know that might be I'm 100 times better than you, but I still needed to apply 130 companies and I havent got any responds. And do you know my ex-boss? before he got his job, he should applied to 140 companies. He graduated from overseas and hold MBA title. He could speak many languages better. And now, you tried to ignore good opportunity without some efforts just because you afraid couldnt handle it. Are you nuts? Then what will you do to support your family? How could u get money?". Then I was silent.

Next day, NOPI really came to that resto. He accepted that job. Yipee.........!!!

It was example of QADAR. Could you imagine Ih He didnt take that challenge? May be He would stuck as unemployment. Allah has prepared 2 choices for him. Take the challenge to work as chef Asistant or keep being unemployment until he get another job that would take long time. And on that destiny, ALLAH asked me to be agent.

I have another stories that will open your mind how subsconcious mind worked in your future life. Since kid, I loved to give my signature on my friends book. Until my friends were getting bother with me. I was disturbing alot them.

WHen they complained with my behaviour, I just said that one day I would be famous girl and all people would ask me to sign their books. Not only once time I said that, but for many times for sure. I said that with no doubt, although I didnt know what what would happen in the future.

And what happened after years. The dream came true. Finally, my signature has value. Now my friends and other readers are asking for my signature on their SCSM novel.

I said to my friends, "Well, now you are really need my signature. In the past you felt I disturbed you alot by signing your book".

My friends only said, "Well, your dream came true". With their smiles.

Since kid, I love to act as I was on TV and having some interview with journalist. Many years I prepared my self to be ready if someday I was invited to have live interview on TV and radio. I was acting in front of mirror, spoke as I was in formal interview.

And the dream came true. I was really invited by TV & radio for live interview. Masha Allah...

And many things that happens now are coming from DREAM. I just dreaming, trying and praying and all happens. Even some of better than I'd dreamed before. Alhamdulillah.........

I hate if someone told :

"I'm the most miserable people in the world".

"Allah has created me as poor and just accepted it as destiny".

" I cant afford to get it. Its impossible for me".

" Why should we study hard, if no job opportunity".

" Looking for job is difficult think if we dont have any references".

bla...bla...bla...

Stop it!!! If you are a moslem, better you check this verses

إِنَّ اللّهَ لاَيُغَيِّرُ مَا بِقَوْمٍ حَتَّى يُغَيِّرُواْ مَا بِأَنْفُسِهِمْ

Qs. Ar Ra'd (13:11) "surely Allah does not change the condition of a people until they change their own condition"

Yeah, LIFE is CHOICE. Allah still gives you the choice, except Birth, death and life companion. The result will depend on your efforts. ALthough the result is not depend on your dream, Allah has appreciate it. Nothing useless. even Allah will give you better than you want or change it with other joy. BELIEVE that!!!

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FINALLY

Masha Allah, finally I reach my dream.

Last week METRO TV called me for signing contract.

3rd September 2007, I'll working on METRO TV.

Yiipeee.........!!!

I couldnt imagine it before.

Last year they invited me to be their guest star for Breakfast Club, regarding my novel "SURAT CINTA SAIFUL MALOOK".

Now, I'm being a part of their team.

Well, I couldnt wait to work in new place.

And I'll be sure my another novel will coming out from that place.

Alhamdulillah....

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