Tuesday, April 24, 2007



VENI-VIDI-VICI

Its been almost 2 months, I established ALIBABA KEBAB. But unfortunately it hasnt been ran well as I predicted before.I havent seen the good progress. The omzet is still low. Yeah, I admitted that last month there was mismanagement. One of my employee cheated. But I had fired him. There was so many mistakes that he had done. And I think I dont need to clarify here. But his biggest mistakes was there was a mount of money that gone with the wind. He was reckleshly enough. I saw that by myself. He put the money not in properly place. And He also marked up the cost of raw material.

Now, I'm trying hard to wake up from long sleep. The business must run. I responsible to return a lot of money and my employees life. They are poor people, and I know well how they need that job. Thats why I have to keep striving. May be if the business stop, I still can feed up my self. But what about them???

I know someday I will winning this game business.

May be I will move one of my outlet to nearest my house. There I will focus to expand business. I will offer various menu, including of SISHA/HOOKAH (Traditional Arabian Cigarettes). May be I'll give eye catching name for my Arabian Street Cafe. There are some optional names;

  • CAFE ARAB (ARABIAN CAFE)
  • WARUNG ARAB ALIBABA
  • WARUNG SISHA
  • JASMINE CAFE (Jasmine is my character in novel SURAT CINTA SAIFUL MALOOK. And I also love Jasmine flower)
  • WARUNG ARAB GILA

VENI...VIDI...VICI

Veni, vidi, vici (IPA /weːniː wiːdiː wiːkiː/ or /veni vidi viʧi/) is a famous Latin phrase coined by Roman general and consul Julius Caesar in 47 BC; Caesar used the phrase as the full text of his message to the Roman senate describing his recent victory over Pharnaces II of Pontus in the Battle of Zela. Caesar's terse remark -- translated as "I came, I saw, I conquered", or even "came, saw, conquered" -- simultaneously proclaimed the totality of his victory and served to remind the senate of Caesar's military prowess (Caesar was still in the midst of a civil war); alternatively, the remark can be viewed as an expression of Caesar's contempt for the patrician senate, traditionally representing the most powerful group in the Roman Republic.

I have decided to do this business, I have started and I will never stop before winning this business. Here I come. I will success. Insha ALLAH.

"YOU ARE WHAT YOU THINK ALL DAY LONG"


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Wednesday, April 18, 2007

DONT SAY LOVE!!!



DONT SAY LOVE, IF YOU ARE NOT READY ENOUGH TO COMMIT WHAT HAVE YOU SAID.
You gonna hurt someone else that thought it was trully.
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Thursday, March 15, 2007



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When you felt tired and hopeless although you had tried best..
Allah SWT
knew how you had tried hard.
When you had cried all day long but you were still sad...
Allah SWT
had counted your tears.
When you thought that you were waiting for something and you felt the time so long...
Allah SWT
had been waiting with you.
When you felt alone and your friends too busy with their activities...
Allah SWT
would be always beside you.
When you thought you had tried everything and you were stuck, didnt know what should you do next.
Allah SWT
had the answers.
When everything became irrational and felt deppresed...
Allah SWT
could make you secure.
WHen suddenly you could see the way out of your lost expectation
Allah SWT had been whispering to you.
When everything was going smoothly and you would like to thankful to ALLAH.
Allah SWT
had blessed you.
When beautiful moment happened and you were amazing...
Allah SWT
had been smiling to you.

When you had goals to be reached and dreams to be achieved...

Allah SWT
had opened your eyes and called your name.

Remember wherever you are...

Allah SWT
KNOWS .......


FromAbdullah bin 'Amr r.a., Rasulullah s.a.w. said, "Convey my messages although only one ayah"


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Wednesday, March 14, 2007



WHEN ALLAH BECAME THE MOST IMPORTANT REASON

Friends, when ALLAH became the most important reason. So I dared to decide to marry and speed up my marriage planning.


when ALLAH became the most important reason, then I dared to determine with who I'll marry. I would not often to ask about my prospective spouse. I accepted him warmly for the sake of Allah. And one certain matter that I did not go along interfere in or arranged anything that became Allah's affair.So I would only accept trully proposal from someone who dedicated his life for ALLAH. As long he was a good moslem, although He was ugly, old, poor, uneducated or another 'dunya's reasons' I would accept him with Allah's guidances.That's all.

When ALLAH became the most important reason, then I would try as hard as possible to not see all lacks of my husband. And I tried as hard as possible also to make him happy with me.

When ALLAH became the most important reason, then dripped my tears when seeing all kindness and my husband's surplus. that it seems was difficult to be competed with by me.

when ALLAH became the most important reason, I prayed, "Yaa Allah, please made him, an imam, husband and the good father for my kids. And just requested him to be my partner in dunya and akhirat"

Friends, if Allah became the reason was most important to marry, then necessarily did not have again the term, searched the suitable match, that was ideal, that was moving our heart, that pacified the spirit, and bla-bla . Because all of that just emerged precisely after passing the level of marriage. Just do nikah with for the sake of Allah and must be convinced to The greatest determiners all of them.

Notes: Akhi wa ukhti dont be confused with your choice. No body is perfect.


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Thursday, February 22, 2007



LOVE

Does your palms sweat?

Does your heart beat fast?

Are you spechless when you meet her/him?

That is not LOVE but LIKE

Your hand cant stop to touch her/him?

That is not LOVE but LUST

Are you proud to her/him? And always passionately show up to everybody?

That is not LOVE but LUCKY

Do you want her/him due to you know that He/She will be always beside you?

That is not LOVE but LONELY

Do you still with her/him because of everybody wants it?

That is not LOVE but LOYALTY

Do you accept her/his love's statement because you dont want to hurt her/him?

That is not LOVE but MERCY

Are you ready to give all things that you like to her/him?

That is not LOVE but GENEROUSITY

Do you still stand by her/him with the mixed up between painful and joy that cant be described and very blindful?

That is LOVE

Do you still accept her/his mistakes, due to that is a part of her/his personality?

That is LOVE

Do you interested to someoneelse but still stand by her/him loyally?

That is LOVE

Are you willing to give your heart, life and death to her/him?

That is LOVE

Are you terribly sad when she/he is sad?

That is LOVE

Does her/his eyes look at your real heart and touch your deepest soul till you feel pain?

That is LOVE

Now, if we know that love is painful and hurt us, why do we still love her/him?

This painful.... miserable???

Why should we find and want it all?

Because this suffering is a death of our egoism.

Why?

That is due to LOVE

P.S.

What is your feeling beloved?

I love you for the sake of Allah


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I COULDNT ACCESS MY YAHOO MAIL

Its been a week, I couldnt access my yahoo mail. It really makes me in terribly BAD MOOD. I couldnt checked my mail. I've tried all, even I converted my yahoo from Indonesia to US. But its not working. May be yahoo in crowded traffic now. I just got the explanation from yahoo :

Sorry for the inconvenience.

You've stumbled upon a temporary problem we're having with Yahoo! Mail. Usually this problem gets resolved quickly, without you doing a thing. In fact it may be taken care of now.

  • Try pressing the Reload or Refresh button on your browser, or logging out than back into your Yahoo! account. Hopefully that will take care of things.

If that doesn't fix the problem, please be patient while we sort it out and try again shortly. The fact that you're reading this page means we've been automatically notified of the issue, and chances are we're working on it now.

Thanks,

The Yahoo! Mail Team

Hik...hik...hik... for all of my relations, publisher, admirers, readers,bankers, enemies, etc. I apologize cant respond you asap. Will get in touch with all of you from this sites.

P.S. I hate YAHOO
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LETTER FOR MY FUTURE HUBBY...

Assalamualaikum wr wb.......
How are you going, my future hubby?
How's your family?
How's your business? Job?
Hope we always be fine and be in Allah's protection.
Although i never met nor saw your face before, but as Savage Garden songs "I Knew I love You before I met you"
and like western people always say, "others might catch my eyes, but you caught my heart", indeed you have won my heart thoroughly.
My future hubby, are you waiting me?
Waiting can be bored for some people, but not for me.
Waiting... only few people consider it as a special thing and for me, waiting is special moment indeed. While waiting you here....many useful things can be done like reading, writing, light discussion, or other good things.
The most beautiful god creature...dont bet your life just because you are exhausted in waiting and finding me, moreover only for marriage.
Because marriage is not built in a moment but can be shattered in a second.
Marriage gate is something which is sacred and holy therefore we need to enter it with a pure, sincere and honest heart oneday.
Once you're there, Allah will dislike if there's someone who's trying to go out from it. Please fill your days with prayers to Allah, ask only direction from Him, pray for me in your night pray and i will also pray for you in, my dearest future hubby.


My future hubby, Perhaps my past wasnt like other ukhtis you know, and you might already heard about my stories that are likely to be erased from my mind.
Therefore, i dont wanna hide my past from you, i'll let you know all about me so the communication between us will be clear.
Also, easier for you to accept me in just the way i am and the other way around.
My future hubby, Some of my relatives had asked me about you. Even they didnt ask any detail but i could notice that they asked me who's my future hubby and how he looks like, and i know that it is you.
Their questions have been answered simply by my smile as i want to make a surprise one day. Yes, they will likely to be surprised knowing that there will be a guardian angel who's gonna live with them. I cant hardly wait to see their surprised faces one day....yeah one day, my half-holy soul.......
While waiting the time arrive, i'll do self-introspection before taking step to go through the life with you, my future companion angel. So that i will be a good person in front of God and your heart, and i will be proper as your beloved wife and mother for our future little angels.
You must ever heard surah An Nur, verse 26 which states that "a good man is for a good woman and a good woman is for a good man". i wanna be this kind of woman so i'll be proper to accompany you someday till the end of the world. If till this time Allah havent united us, i'm sure it's just because im not ready good enough for you right now. I wanna be a good and the only woman for you because im sure you are the best man for me and Allah's choice will never be wrong.
My future hubby, I will waiting you till you come to knock my heart oneday, but maybe not now. Because this journey is still long, many problems should be faced. My heart sings in the rhythm of thought as if nothing remain even a second. Anxious cant be avoided. About a flash of shadow, about a piece of future.
My future hubby, I know you're missing me, be patient, a wonderful times will come for us, when we will be united in a beautiful holy marriage tie. How are you there? Are you tired finding me? Are you exhausted searching for me there? Just be patient and keep your faith. I will wait, welcoming you with an open arms and and the sweetest smile in my beautiful gown. When the time is come, wear that crown and run to me as you see me. There are lot things i have to find to bring happiness for our life. Pray for me my holy soul, and be patient to find me here...

I promise will wait you.........from now on, my dearest love......
wassalamualaikum wr wb

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Thursday, February 15, 2007



Questions to Ask a Prospective Marriage Partner

Derived from Bent Rib: A Journey through Women’s issues in Islam

by Huda al-Khattab. Compiled by Chloe Chaudhry

The following questions are offered in the interest of helping Muslims to think through issues important to marriage. You may wish to ask these questions when you’re considering someone for marriage, either of them or just of yourself.

You may also wish to ask them of an intermediary, who may be able to provide you an unbiased perspective.

Some of the questions may seem "unIslamic", but they deal with the reality of today's social situation, and NOT asking a question may ultimately prove to be a bigger mistake than asking it.

GENERAL QUESTIONS:

  • Why are you interested in marrying at this time?
  • How would you describe yourself?
  • What do you consider your greatest achievement to date?
  • Describe three experiences you’ve had that you’ve benefited/learned from.
  • What has been the hardest obstacle you’ve faced thus far in life? How has it affected you?
  • If there was one thing you would like to change about yourself, what would it be?
  • What are your goals for this life? What would you like to accomplish before you die?
  • What are you looking for in a spouse?

DECIDING WHETHER TO MARRY:

  • What role do you think parents should play in helping to select your spouse?
  • What process do you want to use to determine whether you have found the right spouse? Phone? E-mail? Chaperoned or unchaperoned in person? How much time do you want to decide?

DEEN (ISLAMIC LIFESTYLE):

  • What do you do to feel close to Allah (swt)?
  • How to you hope to get closer to Allah (swt) through marriage?
  • What do you want to improve about yourself Islamically?
  • How many times per day do you pray? What about while at work?
  • How much Qur’an have you memorized?
  • To what extent are you involved in the Islamic community?
  • Do you fast during Ramadan?
  • How do you determine how to distribute Zakat? How do you give in Sadaqa?
  • Have you been on Hajj or Umrah? When would you like to go?
  • Are you affiliated with a particular masjid or Islamic group?
  • How important do you think it is to only eat Halal meat?
  • How important do you think it is for women to wear hijab? What about men?
  • How do you like to celebrate religious holidays?
  • Do you go for jummah prayers?

LIVING AS A MUSLIM MINORITY:

  • Do you have non-Muslim friends?
  • What do you think Muslims should do on American holidays?

EXTENDED FAMILY:

  • What do you think parents/extended family’s role should be in making important decisions: wedding planning, child rearing, vacations, where you will live?
  • What do you do if there is a conflict between your spouse and your family?
  • Are you comfortable living with extended family, particularly as they age? Are other accomodations possible?
  • How much time do you anticipate spending with your extended family, in person or by phone?
  • Would you describe the character of your family members?
  • What have you learned from observing your family that you do or do not want to incorporate into your marriage?

PROFESSION:

  • What career path do you plan on taking?
  • Will both husband and wife work outside the home?
  • Under what conditions would you be willing to move to further your or your spouse’s professional growth?
  • How much time do you spend at work?
  • How do you plan to balance time at work and time with the family?
  • What kind of business functions will you ask each other to host/attend?
  • Would you encourage/support the idea of me going back to school for advanced degrees?
  • How would we support ourselves if we both had to be in school?

INTERESTS/ACTIVITIES:

  • How do you like to spend your free time?
  • How much time do you spend watching TV?
  • What interests would you like to share with your spouse?
  • How much time alone would you like to have?
  • How do you feel about separate vacations? Business trips? Conferences?

SOCIAL LIFE:

  • How much time do you want to spend with friends? By yourself? As a couple?
  • How would you feel about your spouse having friends of the opposite gender?

WHERE TO LIVE:

  • Where do you want to live? Why?
  • Will you want to live near your extended family?
  • Do you prefer city? Suburb? Countryside?
  • Do you want to live in the U.S. or abroad?
  • How important is it to live in a large Muslim community?

CHILDREN:

  • How many children do you want to have?
  • When do you think you’ll be ready to have children?
  • How will you distribute responsibility for child rearing? Diapering?
  • What do you think it is important to teach children?
  • What is your view on raising children? Do you spank?
  • To what extent would you be willing to utilize family members, friends, baby sitters or day are to watch your children?
  • How will you ensure your children have a good Islamic education?
  • What would you do if you could not have children?
  • Do you want your children to grow up bilingual? In what languages?

MONEY:

  • How many personal savings/checking accounts would you want?
  • Who should be responsible for paying bills?
  • What about prior assets?
  • How will you determine how much should be spent on the household? On personal items? On charity?
  • How much should either person be able to spend by themselves without consulting the other?
  • How much should be paid out in maher (dowry)? Up front versus deferred?
  • If we were on an uncomfortably tight budget, and your brother asked you for a generous loan for a third attempt at a start-up when the first two had failed, would you give it to him?
  • What would be your top five criteria for developing a financial plan?

LAST NAMES:

  • Should the wife change her last name?
  • What last name should the children carry?

HOUSE:

  • How do you feel about cleanliness, neatness and housework?
  • How do you feel about knickknacks and artwork?
  • Who is responsible for work around the house?
  • What are the household chores you are used to doing?
  • Have you ever lived alone? Have you ever had a roommate? Have you always lived with your parents?
  • How do you feel about pets?
  • What are your preferences in terms of food? Mostly from your own ethnic group, or a more diverse palate? Only home-made, or also convenience or from restaurants? Meat or vegetarian?
  • If we were both working and we both got home about the same time, would you expect the wife to always be the cook?
  • How do you feel about smoking?

DIFFERENCES:

  • What are your pet peeves?
  • How should disagreements be resolved?
  • How do you act when you get upset?
  • How would you go about making you spouse happy when s/he was feeling down?
  • What would you want your spouse to do if you disagreed about something?
  • What if the disagreement is over an interpretation of Islam?
  • Who would be your choice of arbiters, or how do you feel about arbitration?
  • How do you feel about marriage counseling?

MONOGAMY/FIDELITY/HONESTY:

  • What are your views?
  • What is your experience with families with a second wife?
  • Will infidelity automatically end the marriage?

CULTURE:

  • What role does culture play in your life?

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Monday, February 12, 2007



I lost my dreams...

Wallahi, I'm in sadness.

I lost my dreams...

The book cant energizes me anymore.

Ya Allah, let me out from this complicated situation.

I'm tired


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To my beloved companion in Jannah...

Beloved, are you the one who has written in our destiny that we'll combine in Jannah (=paradise)?

What have you done to build our beautiful palace in Jannah?

What have you prepared for our everlasting life in Jannah?

I love you for the sake of Allah

Here I also try to be better.

Although I'm not completely perfect as a moslemah, but Insha Allah I'll keep striving.

Although, dunya (=world) always attempt me to do bad.

But my love to you will energizes me to strive in Allah's pathway.

I miss you alot.

Will we meet in Jannah?

When do we meet?

Oh, beloved help me please!

Take me out from this crazy world!

Pray for me!

Energize my days with your eeman.

Lead me to walk in Allah's ways.

Never leave me alone in the dark.

Because I really want to see you in Jannah.

We'll love on each other in Jannah.

Raise our jundillah in our palace in Jannah.

Oh beloved, have you prepared it yet?

Ya Allah, am I suitable for a beloved companion in Jannah?

Wallahu'alam bisshawab.

P.S. If your chosen prince never come in the world, dont worry He has been waiting for you in Jannah. He will never hurt you. Because He is well-preserved for a moslemah who strive.


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The Journey almost over...

The journey almost over. When the time's up, I hope I have done what should I do.

Ya Allah, Insha Allah I'm ready to return to you. If its better than I live longer but I'll be useless and only add sins.

Its gonna be a quarter of century. But my biggest dream has not been reaching. Hik...hik...hik...

It really makes me stress.

Ya ALLAH, what do you want from me?

Please let me know!!!

I almost going ashtray.

The most stupid is I again expecting something...


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APA KABAR CINTA?

Apa kabar (=How are you? or hows?) Cinta (=love)

Apa kabar Cinta? Does it still stay in our heart?

What kind of love that you have? If you love someone or something not for the sake of Allah, obviously you'll get dissapointed. Love to something or someone is not everlasting as we love for the sake of Allah.

Example:

You were mad in love with someone pretty. She was so beautiful & sexy . You thought she was the most wonderful miracle in the world. Then you considered to marry her. Yeah, at the 1st year may be you were the most happiness person in the world. Even, when she gave birth until 2nd child. She was still a perfect lady. But obviously, by the time age will killed her young. The girl who was so beautiful, sexy, kind became contradiction. She is not beautiful or sexy anymore, due to she is become older now. She is not a girl who you loved before. Due to you loved and married her for phisically reasons. So when all of that has dissapeared, so your love will dissapeared also. No more love. And you become dissapointed because she is not the one who you loved. She is definitely different from 20years ago.

Or you were loving someone rich. He heredited his parent dinasty, with a lot of business. Many luxury cars and deposited banks. bla...bla ...bla...And then you married him for that reasons. After 5 years marriages, you faced something bad. Your husband bancrupted. No more deposited money in the bank. All cars has been sold. Bank has taken all of your husband business. Is there still any love???

I dont think so, because you love him for material reasons. After he lost all the attractive things. So you leave him in sadness.

How a pity you who love someone for that stupid reasons!

Life is too short to have fun only.

Why dont we love someone by some reasons that will remind us about ALLAH. That someday we'll return to ALLAH and we need a partner to keep striving in Allah's way. And you request from Allah, the chosen prince who'll accompany you to strive. And when Allah's has given him/her, you love him/her for the sake of Allah You love him/her just because you sure that he/she is someone special. He/she is too speacial to accompany you pass this 'dunya' (=world) to 'jannah' (=paradise).

Insha Allah, you'll not get dissapointed.

"Love is unconditional and marriage is not". Whats the mean of love is unconditional? Does it means you love someone without any condition? You just love him/her and you will not ask more. You'll not ask for long term relationship in marriage. Because marriage will need alot of commitments, paperworks, costs a lot of money, etc. They enjoy their love without marriage. Love just love, no responsibilities. Even some of decide to keep staying outside marriage. Living together without marriage, based on mutualism. Or they do marriage but without paperwork. And ofcourse they do as what husband-wife do. They have babies. But they keep avoiding marriage. They dont believe marriage. As long they love on each other, they will live happily in that relationship. Because they consider love is unconditional.

I dissagree with this sentences. Because as a moslemah, it will be my pride if someone loves me and only propose me for marriage. He only wants to dedicate his special love for me only in blessing relationship. He is ready to sacrifice his private life to commit with his wife only. He is ready to provide all that his wife needs. For him commitments, paperworks, etc are the easy things to fulfill.

"Love in marriage is unconditional"


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Thursday, February 01, 2007



ALLAH's GUIDANCES

Do you know that every doubtful that emerges from your deepest heart regard issues is one of Allah's guidances to you.

But unfortunately, sometimes we are fully deaf, blind, and dont use our heart to catch the guidances.

For example:

You love someone much till you cant use your logical mind to stop loving him/her. Even you always imagine, 'How could you live without him/her'.

When you are falling in love, all the things on your lover are the best thing for you.

Okey, let see He/She really a good person (according to people's consideration). And then you request to ALLAH for him/her. All day long you cryly beg to ALLAH to let you combine with your lover.

You pray, "If He/She is the best for me, please let us combine. If He/She is not the best for me, please remove all feeling in my mind! But I think He/She is the best for me. He/She is the only one who has stolen my heart by his/her attitudes. He/She is a pious and He/She has every people want to. Please Allah, let us combine!"

All the time you pray the same request about your lover. You trust that Allah knows the best, but how a pity you are that now you are really falling in love with that guy/girl. So you also try to request him/her from ALLAH due to some reasons.

And then........TARRAM!!! You get it as you expected. But, why the relationship so hard. Tearful and laughing comes together along the love story. Sometimes you really hard to accept the consequences but you keep faith with the relationship. DOnt care how hard is it. And then its really getting hard, you try hard to collecting a piece of strength to wake up. And then its really getting worse from you expected before. Then you really give up and back to ALLAH.

You pray, "Ya ALLAH, please let me out from this if He/She is really not good for me!Please give me the signs of that!"

And I can understand what ALLAH will says, "My slaver, I've warned you by a lot of SIGNS. Why dont you aware?"

Oh, how pity you are!!!

And then how we learn to be aware of ALLAH's guidance? Hem......much praying and better not have affair outside marriage. Do ISTIKHARAH when you ready to marry! But again dont be cheating on ISTIKHARAH!

How could you trust that Allah's decision is the best, but you keep forcing ALLAH to give according to your favour???

Now the question is, ARE YOU REALLY WANT TO REQUEST ALLAH's GUIDANCES???


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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

a story goes on



The story of my life now is going to next chapter.
Dont know when will it end?
But, I always trying to thankful what has ALLAH given to me.
I dont care how hard to accept it.
Well, I just want to be a part of the story.
I'm sure, someday I'll miss this part.
The story when I'm in definitely confused what I feel.
Every moment will be unforgetable.

Anyway, I shy........when I again and again come to ALLAH and say 'I GIVE UP'.
Please let me get what I want. How stupid am I? I dont know what will the best for me, and try to convincing ALLAH that what I want is the best.

Hey....I just have simple request. So...please let me know the reason why should I strive patiently for the simple thing that I want.


TIRED...
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SHORT STORIES

Why do we close eyes when sleep?
Why do we cry?
Why do we imagine?
Due to the most beautiful thing in the world is UNSEEN
When we found someone whose the uniqueness is same with us....
We combine with him/her within same pecualiarity is named of LOVE.
There are some that we dont want to release.
Some people whom we dont want to leave.
But remember..., release IS NOT the end of world....
But the begining of a new life.....
There is happiness to whom it might has been crying alot,
being hurted...
has found...
and to whom it may it might has tried the best.
Because of THEY can apreciate how important person who can touch their life.
Trully LOVE...
Its when your tears flow and STILL CARE to him/her.
Its when he/she doesnt care with you but you are STILL waiting for him/her loyally.
Its when he/she has been starting to love somebody else and you are STILL smiling up to him/her meanwhile says, "I'm taking part of your happiness".
If love is not successful, RELEASE yourself.
Let your heart again spread its wings and fly to the wild.
Remember!
That might be you found love and lost it, but
When that love is die....You dont need to die with him.
The strongest person IS NOT they who always win.
BUT they who keep standing when they fall.
Whether how.......
In life's journey, you learn about yourself
and realise that regret not necessarily happened.
Only the eternal appreciation for the coices of life that has been for you.
The TRUE FRIEND...will be understood when you say "I forget".
Will waiting forever when you says, "Wait me for a moment!"
Keep staying when you say, "Leave me alone!"
Open the door although you've been knocking.
LOVE someone...
IS NOT about how to forget....but how to forgive....
IS NOT about how to listen....but how to understand....
IS NOT about what do you see...but what do you feel....
IS NOT about how to release....but how to KEEP FAITH....
More dangerous drip the tears in the heart than sobbely cry.
The tears can be removed.
But unseen tears makes the wound that will be never lost.
In the love affairs, we are VERY RARE win the love.
But when the love is SINCERE, although you lost but you KEEP WINNING just because you are happy.
Can love someone MORE THAN you love yourself.
The time will arrive, when you have to stop love someone NOT because of that person has stopped to love us.
BUT because of we realise that person will be more happy if we release him/her.
If you really love someone, dont release him/her!
Dont believe that release always means of you really love him/her.
BUT...KEEP STRIVING to get your love.
That is TRUE LOVE.
It will be better waiting for your expected person than walk together with someone's avalaible.
Sometimes, someone who you love is THE MOST person who hurt you.
And sometimes, the friend who cry along you is the love that's not realised by you.
Modesty guide you the strength not the weakness.

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I HATE YOU BUT I MISS YOU...

Do you know a song title by SLANK??? Yeah, 'I HATE YOU BUT I MISS YOU'.

Hahahha...........I know its not only a such of song title but It has recorded a singer moment also. Have you fell that??? Hem......honestly I have.

Now I'm getting realized that what old people said that, " Dont love someone much, Who know someday you'll hate him/her. ANd dont hate someone much, who know He/She will be yours".

Watch up your step!!!

May be you should check it up:

الْأَخِلَّاء يَوْمَئِذٍ بَعْضُهُمْ لِبَعْضٍ عَدُوٌّ إِلَّا الْمُتَّقِينَ

"The friends shall on that day be enemies one to another, except those who guard (against evil)" Q.S. Adz Zukruf: 67

Well, dont love person not for the sake of ALLAH! You'll be disapointed....



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Have you ever in sad?

Please dont disturb with your kinda dreams. I have lost my dreams. And now you offer me your dreams. Hikhikhik...

I could catch how you tried to explain me meanwhile you were so nervous.

" I do what I able to do..."

Aghhhh.......You dont understand anything.

How could you broken all expectations after I ignored all of my dreams???

And I was just silent when you tried to explain so many reasons that made me dizzy-dazling. I couldnt thinking...

CRIED softly and suddenly I was unconscious on my bed and the phone was closed by itself. I was still thinking that it was only everslept. But when I woke up from sleep, I took Wudhu and performed my qiyamul lail. But it was litle bit different than before. DUe to I was really enjoying cried in front of ILLAHI RABB.

When people who knows me that I'm a very positive person asked me 'Have you ever in sad?'

I answered, "ABSOLUTELY YES. By the GOD, I'm in sad now"

Let see, how long I can restrain myself not to get in touch with that person.

YA ALLAH, Please grasp me!!! Dont let me going ashtray by following shaytan


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Kabhi Khushi Kabhi Gham......

Yeah, Its life. Kabhi Khushi Kabhi Gham. Here I'm not trying to tell you all about The Bollywood Movie "Kabhi Khushi Kabhi Gham". But I just want to share about life.

Kabhi Khushi Kabhi Gham. SOmetimes Happy sometimes Sad. Sadness and happiness come and go. Life is not definitely happy forever, but absolutely not sad all the time. Sad and happy will always accompany your life. It will always makes your life more lively. Life is not beautiful without all those things.

When you are in happiness, please never think that it'll everlasting! Someday, the life is unpredictable. WHo knows after all happiness that happened to us will be replaced by sadness.

When you are in sadness, please never consider that you are th emost miserable person! Trust me! Someday your sadness will move to happiness. SOmeday you might be missing your sadness period.

Success things may be started by failure things. SOmeone who's living in wealthy now may be started from very poor person in the past. SOmeone genius now, may be He/She was stupid person in the past. Someone who loves someone-else alot may be someday He/She will loses his/her lover in the future due to destiny, e.g; death or broken heart.

Should we have big hopes to something or someone??? Well if you expect something or someone to be as your favour. Trust me! you'll be disapointed.

I did that.

But if you expect ALLAH will always give you the best things and you trust it! Insha Allah, you'll never disapointed.

I hate to be someone whoo's expecting someone else will be a part of my dreams. Yeah.......When you created an Idol person in your mind. Yup, READY TO GET DISAPOINTED!!!

Ya Allah, dont let me fall down by stupid expectations!!! Audzubillahiminassyaithanirrajim


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Friday, January 19, 2007



Promise.....

Insha Allah, We'll never forget to say, "I Love You for The Sake Of Allah" on each other Before we separate. So i one of us return to Allah, We'll never regreet due to We are sure that the last word that We say is "I Love you for the sake of Allah".

Herewith my promise to my husband:INSHA ALLAH

  • I want to be your fairy in paradise. So I will try my best to be a pious wife.
  • I will always love you for the sake of Allah, until return to Allah.
  • I will be your loyal follower, due to you are my Imam
  • I will be your the sweetest, prettiest, sexiest lady in the world for you. So you'll always counting times to go home.
  • I will be good cheef to cook your favourite, till you have no reasons to have dine outside.
  • I will be your best partner to share.
  • I'll be supermom for our kids.
  • I'll stand by you in sadness and happiness.
  • I'll be your the only beloved to pass through the time to get Allah's blessings.
  • I'll keep silent when you angry.
  • I'll let you know when I dislike your attitudes, remind you to keep strive in Allah's path.
  • I'll wake u up for qiyamul lail (tahajud) and shaum.
  • bla.....bla....bla......

Is there anything else that should I do for you my beloved husband??? If yes. Please let me know! Insha Allah, I'll do as long is allowed in Islam.

But please dont hurt me by doing POLYGAMY.

*** To my husband: Luv you,


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Prayers

Imam Ja'far as-Sadiq (a.s.) says: When a person intends to send a proposal for marriage, he must pray two Rakat prayers, praise Allah and recite the following invocation:

Transliteration:

Bismillah hir Rah'maanir Rah'eem.
Allaahumma inni oreedo an atazawwaja faqaddirli minannisaa-e- a-'affahunna farjawn wa ah'faz'ahunna li fi nafseha wa maali wa aw sa-a'-hunna li rizqan wa a'-z'amahunna li barakatan fi nafseha wa maali anna atroko faqaddirli minha waladan t'ayyaban taj-a'lahu khalafan s'aaleh'an fi h'ayaati wa ba'da mauti.

Translation:

In the name of Allah the Beneficent, the Merciful.
O Allah! I intend to marry. Therefore destine for me the most chaste of women and one who would, for my sake, guard herself and my property. Who shall be most auspicious for increase in sustenance and bounties. Then from her womb bestow a pure son who would be my sweet reminiscence in my life and after my death.


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Monday, January 08, 2007



SCHEDULE's 2007

As usual when the new year begins. I make draft of my targets for this year. I believe that You are what you think all day long

If last year I was so passions to reach my worldly dreams. This year I'll be wiser than before. I have reached many joyful dreams. Now time to thinking my life for hereafter. I'm starting to thinking if death is better than live (but useless), I prefer to die in young age. Obviously, death due to destiny not 'suicide'. What for live if we are useless for our deen and other people. Here are my targets:

  1. Start new life to build Sakinah & Mawaddah family.
  2. I want to be good wife and follower for my Imaam.
  3. I want to be BETTER MOSLEMAH.
  4. May 2007 Resign from my job and start my own business. I need money to maintain my charity. If I have no money, how should I give 'them'?
  5. Continue School.
  6. Go INTERNATIONAL
  7. Income at least Rp 20,000,000 per month. Insha Allah, this year will be 1st installment of 2008 pilgrimage to Mecca for my parents.
  8. 'Surat Cinta Saiful Malook' will be printed for revision.
  9. 'Surat Cinta Saiful Malook' translation in English or Urdu.
  10. My next novel will born before Middle of year 2007.
  11. Qurban 'cow'
  12. Restore small Masjid in my parent's hometown.
  13. Pregnant.

At last but not least.........Wallahi, I just want to be a good wife & follower for my lovely Imaam. And being Supermom who has my own money. Ya Allah, please grant my duaa.


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Good luck my lovely Babeh........

Again, BDU has lost the best actor. After Mr. Hafiz Pahlevi now Mr. Armand Karim (Babeh). Well, after we lost our soul...........now we are really lose our spirit. No more:

  • Smiley handsome face who always says 'thank you' to everybody.
  • funky boss who always wear 'ADIDAS' blue rubber bracelet.
  • Unkempt boss who wear sporty dress-code in office (could u imagine a General Manager wore that?)
  • kind and generous boss who always pay attention for a little thing to care his team.
  • Go home before office dismissal.
  • lovely saying in the phone, "Ris...............gak ada apa-apa kan?" or "sip-sip" or "sami-sami"
  • unlimited encouraging even for something stupid outrageus.
  • someone in GM room, who come earlier in the morning and order 'bubur ayam' an dstart chatting to me.
  • Nissan X-trail B 8135 OS who dropped me to Blok M or dropped BDU's team to somewhere else.
  • stupid talking about JEWS, ZIONISM, FREE-MANSORY.......or just complained about office political, governmeent policy or.......just chit-chat by Yahoo Messenger.
  • Lunch on ROUND TABLE while having conversation.
  • Questions, "What does Tini need?" (Tini is our office girl)
  • BDU's hang out
  • His crispy laughing
  • Secreet conversation with Mr. Thomas
  • Book's discussion
  • leave
  • bla..........bla........bla................

And so many pretty memories in BDU that I'll never forget. No separation without meeting. Well down Babeh!!! Wish you all the best there! Never forget our memeories in BDU. We'll miss you........


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Thursday, December 14, 2006



BAHASA INDONESIA

Indonesian (Bahasa Indonesia) is the official language of Indonesia. Indonesian is a standardized dialect of the Malay Language that was officially defined with the declaration of Indonesian independence in 1945, and the two languages remain quite similar.

The language is spoken fluently as a 2nd language by most Indonesians, who use a regional language (examples are Minangkabau and Javanese) at home and in their local community. Most formal education, as well as nearly all national media and other communication, are in Indonesian. In East Timor, Indonesian is recognized by the constitution as one of the two working languages (the other is English).

The Indonesian name for the language is Bahasa Indonesia (literally language of Indonesia); this name is sometimes used in English as well. The language is sometimes called "Bahasa" by English-speakers, though this simply means "language" in Indonesian.

History

Indonesian is a normative form of the Malay Language, an Austronesian (or Malayo-Polinesian) language which had been used as a lingua franca in the Indonesian archipelago for centuries, and was elevated to the status of official language with the Indonesian declaration of independence in 1945, drawing inspiration from the Sumpah Pemuda(Youth's Oath) event in 1928. It is very similar to the official Malaysian form of the language. However it does differ from the Malaysian form in some ways, with differences in pronunciation and also in vocabulary, due in large part to the many Dutch and Javanese words in the Indonesian vocabulary.

It is spoken as a mother tongue by only 7% of the population of Indonesia (mainly in the vicinity of Jakarta), but altogether more than 200 million people speak it, with varying degrees of proficiency. It is an essential means of communication in a region with more than 300 native languages, used for business and administrative purposes, at all levels of education and in all mass media.

However, most native Indonesian speakers would admit that the standard correct version of the language is hardly ever used in a normal daily conversation. One can read standard correct Indonesian in books and newspaper, or listen to it when watching the news on television, but few native Indonesian speakers use formally correct language in their daily conversations. While this is a phenomenon common to most languages in the world (for example, spoken English does not always correspond to written standards), the degree of "correctness" of spoken Indonesian (in terms of grammar and vocabulary) by comparison to its written form is noticeably low. This is mostly due to the fact that most Indonesians tend to mix aspects of their own local dialects (Javanese, Sundanese, Balinese, and even Chinese) with Indonesian when speaking, which results in the creation of various types of accented Indonesian, the very types that a foreigner is most likely to hear upon arriving in any Indonesian city or town. This phenomenon is exacerbated by the use of slang, particularly in the cities. A classic example of a speaker of accented Indonesian is former president Soeharto, whose Javanese dialect came through whenever he delivered a speech.

The Dutch colonization left an imprint on the language that can be seen in words such as polisi (police), kualitas (quality), konfrontasi (confrontation), kopi (coffee), rokok (cigarette), kantor (office), and resleting (zipper). There are also some words derived from Portuguese (sabun, soap; meja, table; jendela, window; and gereja, church), Chinese(pisau (匕首), knife or dagger; loteng, [upper] floor), Hindi(kaca, mirror) and from Arabic (khusus, special; maaf, sorry; selamat ..., a greeting; kursi, chair). There are also words derived from Javanese(aku, I (informal), and its derivative form mengaku, confess).

Vocabulary

Indonesian as a modern dialect of Malay has borrowed heavily from many languages, including : Sanskrit, Arabic, Persian, Portuguese, Dutch, Chinese and many other languages, including other Austronesian languages. It is estimated that there are some 750 Sanskrit loanwords in modern Indonesian, 1,000 Arabic (Persian and some Hebrew) ones, some 125 Portuguese (also Spanish and Italian) ones and a staggering number of some 10,000 loanwords from Dutch.The latter also comprises many words from other European languages, which came via Dutch, the so-called "International Vocabulary". The vast majority of Indonesian words, however, come from the root lexical stock of its Austronesian heritage.

Although Hinduism and Budhism are no longer the major religions of Indonesia, Sanskrit which was the language vehicle for these religions, is still held in high esteem and is comparable with the status of Latin in English and other West European languages. Residents of Bali and Java tend to be particularly proud of the Hindu-Buddhist heritage. Sanskrit is also the main source for neologism. These are usually formed from Sanskrit roots. The loanwords from Sanskrit cover many aspects of religion, art and everyday lives. The Sanskrit influence came from contacts with India long ago before Christ. The words are either directly borrowed from India or with the intermediary of the Old Javanese language. In the classical language of Java, Old Javanese, the number of Sanskrit loanwords is far greater. The Old Javanese — English dictionary by prof. P.J. Zoetmulder, S.J.(1982) contains no fewer than 25,500 entries. Almost half are Sanskrit loanwords. Unlike other loanwords, Sanskrit loanwords have entered the basic vocabulary of Indonesian, so by many these aren't felt as foreign anymore.

The loanwords from Arabic are mainly concerned with religion, in particular with Islam, as can be expected. Allah is the word for God even in Christian Bibletranslations. Many early Bible translators, when they came across some unusual Hebrew words or proper names, used the Arabic cognates. In the newer translations this practice is discontinued. They now turn to Greek names or use the original Hebrew Word. For example, the name Jesus was initially translated as 'Isa, but is now spelt as Yesus. Psalms used to be translated as Zabur, the Arabic name, but now it is called Mazmur which corresponds more with Hebrew.

The Portuguese loans are common words, which were mainly, connected with articles the early European traders and explorers brought to Southeast Asia. The Portuguese were among the first westerners who sailed east to the "Spice Islands".

The Chinese loanwords are usually concerned with cuisine, trade or often just exclusively things Chinese. There is a considerable Chinese presence in the whole of Southeast Asia. According to the Indonesian government, the relative number of people of Chinese descent in Indonesia is only 3.5%. Whether this is true or not is still a matter of debate, many think the number is much higher. But what is sure is that in urban centres the number can be as high as between 10–25%.

The former colonial power, the Netherlands, left an impressive vocabulary. These Dutch loanwords, and also from other non Italo-Iberian, European languages loanwords which came via Dutch, cover all aspects of life. Some Dutch loanwords, having clusters of several consonants, pose difficulties to speakers of Indonesian. This problem is usually solved by insertion of the schwa. For example Dutch schroef ['sxruf]=> sekrup [sə'krup].

As modern Indonesian draws many of its words from foreign sources, there are many synonims. For example, Indonesian has three words for "book", i.e. pustaka (from Sanskrit), kitab (from Arabic) and buku (from Dutch). These words have, as can be expected, slightly different meanings. A pustaka is often connected with ancient wisdom or sometimes with esoteric knowledge. A derived form, perpustakaan means a library. A kitab is usually a religious scripture or a book containing moral guidances. The Indonesian words for the Bible are Alkitab and Injil, both directly derived from Arabic. The book containing the penal code is also called the kitab. Buku is the most common word for books.

In addition to those above, there are also direct borrowings from various languages in the world, such as "karaoke" from Japanese, and "modem" from English.

“Sepatu” = shoes is derived from Spanish word “ZAPATOS” for the same meaning. Other simple words are “Gratis”=free of charge from Gratis. “Matimatika”= Math from Matimaticas, “Fisika”=Physics from Fisica.

***taken from many sources especially GOOGLE


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My Cocktail Personality:

How to make a Risma Budiyani
Ingredients:

1 part success

3 parts humour

1 part energy


Method:


Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add wisdom to taste! Do not overindulge!


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Check the picture carefully! The Pertamina's fire lick in Lapindo (Surabaya) formed Allah's Arabic Writing and the sea horse (Pertamina's old symbol)

It happened after Pertamina's gas pipes in Jalan Tol Porong-Gempol exploded 22th November 2006.The location was in LAPINDO's Mud DISASTER.

SUBHANALLAH!!!

It was untouched picture. Trust it! Check it out www.detiknews.com


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INFLUENZA



Rainy season has been coming........
It means time to Influenza virus.
Its been 4th day, I have badly influenza this year.
Yah...time to pray as much as possible.

Allah will listen a truly 'dua' from us when we are in bad condition.
AMEEN.........
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Surat Cinta Saiful Malook ROCK THE WORLD



COver

Since the first launching of fabulous novel ‘Surat Cinta Saiful Malook’ (SCSM) at the end of April on the market. Then unintended promotions from GATRA magazine, AVT Pushto Channel, Metro TV. Suddenly my novel become booming. In fact we’ve never held ‘big launching events’ to introduce it. The introduction only by small event in Pakistan Embassy School, mouth to mouth, www.escaeva.com, etc.

Honestly, I’ve never imagined it will become ‘sensational’ and well-known. I thought, who’ll buy a true story novel about love from a Risma Budiyani? I was not a celeb or a famous author. I thought people would passed my book and prefer to choose novel from famous author such as Dee, Ayu Utami, Djenar Maesa Ayu, Ninit Yunita, etc. Or book from celeb such as Tamara Geraldine, Rieke Dyah Pitaloka, dll. I could imagine, they would asked by themselves, “What the hell is Risma Budiyani?”.

Suddenly, I got so many sympathies from my reader, by sms, phone, or by email. Not only readers who stayed in Indonesia but also from outsider (Malaysia, Egypt, Singapore, Pakistan, etc). Behind, I know that some of Indonesian stores in abroad sell my novel. I didn’t know how could they got my contact number? After talked to them, I knew that they tried hard to get mine. Some of them got from escaeva (my publisher), contacted Mr. Didik (my editor), contacted Metro TV (Breakfast Club team), got from my friends, and remains people didn’t want to let me know from whom they got my contact number.

The contents of SMS, phone-talking, email are various;
Most of them asked, “Was it really yours?”
“When will the version in English and Urdu be launched?”Some of them asked, “How’s Saiful Malook’s condition now? “
“Do you regret your love story?”
“Do you still sad?”
“Do you still in love with Saiful Malook?”
“Will you marry him, supposing that He recovers from madness and comes here?”
“Do you have any boyfriend?”
“Have you married?”

or the just wanted to share their experience with cyber love or their expatriates lovers. Or just wanted to know my next book.
Or just told their touched experienced when read my novel. They cried a lot, even they are males.
And bla…..bla…bla…

Honestly, I have told to them for many times that as an author I had to combine experiences, knowledge, and imaginations to build good story. Although, most of live witnesses claimed that it was really mine. But, I told you. It was a novel not an autobiography of a famous girl.

It was become ridiculous when some readers asked me about my feeling to Saiful Malook now. And blamed my self, why should I left him now? after all that has happened. After so many struggles and efforts which I’ve done. Why should I love somebody else now? And then they said that ‘I’M THE LOSER’ , ‘THE LOVE’s CRIMINAL’, etc.

I could catch, what was on their mind. That they tried to expressed, “How could I left Saiful Malook in the darkness alone? Why don’t I accompany his days in Mental Hospital? Why don’t you wait him and marry him?”

WHAT?!?

“Am I wrong when I tried to get up by collecting pieces of the life that had been destroyed? Am I sinful if I try hard to love somebody else? “

I was not a Juliet who suicide by poison for her truly love Romeo, I was not Layla for her truly love Qays ‘Majnun’ or I was not Engtay who prefer to suicide to prove her deadly love to Sampek. I was only Jasmine ‘Badri Jamala’ for her Saiful Malook. May be Kooh-E-Kaf was not in Jakarta or Pakistan but in ‘nirwana’ (=Paradise).

Why don’t you think, what kind of Saiful Malook was he? How could he disappeared and gone with the wind when I needed him to accompany me? Why should He ran away from life issues? Why He failed to pass his own issues, in fact the future will be more challenging than past or now.

So please, if you asking me why I choose my own way? It doesn’t mean I try to avoid my past? I try to forget all Or I try to regret my past.

If I need to being honestly here. I’ve never regretted my life. Why should I regretted my fabulous life? If I’ve never met and separated to Saiful Malook, I would never recognized the Ambassador, I’d never made undergraduate theses about Pakistan, This novel never born, SBY would never recognized me, etc.

Saiful Malook only an episodes of my life. And I have to move to next episodes. And striving to go success for next step.

Thanks to Saiful Malook, my family, Pakistan, IPB, Escaeva, Samudera Indonesia, and all people who has inspired me a lot regarding this novel.
Special thanks to readers of SCSM around the world and some bloggers who wrote something nice about SCSM.
I LOVE YOU ALL,
I’ll never regret this episodes of life. It’s a wonderful life…

Insha Allah, SCSM will satisfy all of by English and Urdu version soon. Pray for us!

Love Jasmine
***YOU ARE WHAT YOU THINK ALL DAY LONG! KHAWAB SUCHA HOJAIGA!***

P.S. Woy...!Itukan cuma novel, jangan dibuat serius lah! Jasmine bisa stress nanti. Hehehe...btw thanks alot yah.
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Suddenly, I miss BDU



Alone and lonely will be always accompany me nowadays.
Even in office.
I lost my happy days in BDU.
One by one of my friends will go with the wind.

Started from the deadly emptiness on last 7th month.
I could catched how the spirit had gone with the wind.
No wonder, if we prefer to having fun together.
Used a day on a week to go somewhere.
Hang out.......

I remember how crazy we were,
When we decided spontaneusly to having fun on DUFAN Ancol(=Fantasy World).
Wuahahahah........I could believe finally we went there.
It was fun.
Tried to forget the depression by laughing and shouting as load as possible.
Forget all all misserable in the office.

How could?

Seemed indoor activity such as bowling or eating not enough.
So we chose DUFAN.

I still remember, how we queued patiently to enter 'Planet' games.
Wuahahah........an hour only paid by 15 minutes shooting games.
But it was okey, as long we could laugh together.

Now, everything has gone with the wind.
I'll never rewind the happy time records.
Every episodes has its own period.
And the period of BDU has over.

After Mr. Hafiz, now turn Babeh Armand.......
Then???

The reasons why I keep staying here is:
I LOVE THIS PLACE
I LOVE THE PEOPLE INSIDE
I LOVE THE SPIRIT
I LOVE THE DREAM
I LOVE THE TOGETHERNESS
ETC

Someday when has come my turn to get out.
I'll go with the key of my next dream.

I consider this is as part of my wonderful life episodes.
The SURAT CINTA SAIFUL MALOOK will never born, If I've never been here.

I still believe its one of ALLAH's plans for me.

About the reasons why I chose this as my 1st step after graduate? I just followed the life game. As a fresh graduated I applied to many companies by Jobsdb. Even I forgot what have I applied. JUst applied and waited. And Mr. Thomas called me. Honestly I hadnt heard it before. They only offered as internship. Hem........

While I was also in another recruitment process. As a fresh graduated ofcourse I prefer to work in another company which offered me fixed status and higher income. But, I followed my heart. I did what my mom said, "Choose with feeling. Dont judge from its money only".

When I asked also to my baba Mustafa (Ambassador of Pakistan who was written my preface), He also suggested me to take SAMUDERA INDONESIA. Well........I had no doubt. I took the chance to get involved with BDU SIG team.

Could you imagine what I got??? Allah shower me blessings with a nice environtment, nice boss, nice job, nice co-worker, nice spirit. And I could get another dreams. And.........and..........and....... I will never regreet I've been here.

I LOVE BDU. I LOVE SIG........

When my episodes here is over. No worries for me, because Allah has prepared better plans.


P.S. YOU ARE WHAT YOU THINK ALL DAY LONG
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